"I know this much is true..."

Frozen solid in the igloo of the upper Midwest more snow in the forecast
I have two hours to do 4 hours worth of windows
woke up all alone
the way I wanted it?

It's not what I wanted--like Fredo in One

I dig the guys and they are all faded out gone done-zo.

How many girls dinners shopping etc can i stand? alot

me: police you: unpolice--Las Vegas tv

Riiight at least I get to hit Chi again this Fri
for my uncle's funeral
his sister was right
"are his kids going to connect w/him after he's DEAD?"
we'll see
@ least my dad always had my mom
real deal better and far far far worse
and I gave that out to my own huz and he ditched me for alcohol and webaddictions

can't seem to find the handle from the Temple of Gold
I keep thinking that if I keep moving and checking I'll get clear

take a break stop repeating the same old sad sad sitch

I have a problem w/authority-Woody Allen as he rips up an LA cop's citation in Annie Hall

Moi, too
too... too
Just got outta yet another weekend ayem meet @ the STORE
I see who the sulu distmgrslut is ahem- grooming
to promote
why, it's that tightass T A M I #
am I jell
yeah
and I'm like get that sn**** outta MY way
oh yeah and I had a major snit 2x Friday watchit
who do I have to fuck (over) to get my stoopid job done here?

Oh and I was riiiight
new mgr a farm GAL
fat one 200lb-er even more incentive for me to get in
shape
I wanna new fuck you: pay-me
JOB

RB@I

Right back @ IT
So the men

Cellie rang last night
I picked up and I said to the
2/5

yeah yeah
back @ that again
I said..."so not the man I expected to hear from..."

2/5:

You held out
never called me
proud of ya

since I lost you...

Yeah,
you
did
said I

...you've been all over Chicago
drinking your wine
having your way w/guys you have in your web at your feet etc
lotsa PDA

Moi uh not pda never pda

(do I want to crank this shit all up again? nahhh am I bored and unattached!?

hell yeah)

Moi right right
denoument:

His nibs: call me after work on Fri.

Moi: ya call me

scorpio(n)

And not another word not another syll since Sunday night from re-kindle-so-on-probation Kg
don't de
lay is my advice
hon
ey

Men to the 5th power sing it y'all

I really do NOT dig the boyz
I ripped up the biz card of Mr I-was-sooo-not-interested-in
after he never called
again
uh don't wanna pick up da chex
Check please

Into my ejail drop'd yet another mac pallie-candidate
from uh- Sept 06
Secretly flattered
uh oh
I replied
all short
sw-eet
and I got : Just wanted to see how you
Are

WTF
ego booster fakkaktah booze-the-clowns
What do I have to do to get a date-er?
admirerer?! and a fab convo with a m a n?

Dick-
ma-
tized

Thanx ever so xhuz for throwing me into the 10 shades of
hell that are dating in ChiMplsSt-flippin'-Paul
for sobbing out
Loud...

it's in the cards

12/28/06

McCoy done-zo
Edward baaaad news
confused
done
not calling cos he's got someone
else

New guy
older
money

Coll found out re Bob because she had to pry it outta him

Jackie will be ok
Jesse is acting out doesn't wanna go to college...

Be patient

Paul R
family problems
I'll hear from him...

whew
go slooowww take a break

Shall We Begin?-Bill Murray in Scrooged

XXVI drawing to a close
and what has Miss M learned hmmm

I had a proposal this year
my 3rd
3 times was not lucky

after a slow 9mos I went boy craZ
and into my net swam all ages 20s-60s !?$%#**!!!!
and right back out again

It's the vibe
the don't even THINK about f***'n with moi buck-o
show some respect
no I don't do it that 21st century way-- naff off
while I'm whispering the test phrase Is this too intimate 4 you hmmm?

it never is,
dear

what do you have to offer moi
nothin'
just like I thought

verrry frustrating and unsatisfying I mean puh-leese
I don't
won't
trust 4 openers

liars cheatahs hickeys secret fux always secret fux
always some-
body
stashed under the couch
1 or 2 had some cash and too much responsibility no time 4 moi to be looooved
properly

...the KareerKorner
oh funnnnn and
oh so overqual
can't get arrested
saw a house w/ a view I dug
major
fixer
upper no dice

saw my 2nd youngest sister betrayed by her husband
3 for three is the sib divorce rate
Annul him I cried
saw my baby sis her huz and 2 babies move away to Chicago
now I visit all I can

the one the reason the deal

you gotta love bite on your neck!-- Olympia Dukakis to Cher in Moonstruck

So
I was invited to Edwards and fuck if the
bastard didn't have a collection of ugly
hickies decorating his neck
I was shocked
shock-ed

So whattif I have
wrinkled the percale a coupla times since we met w/the Chicago lover etc

a girl's gotta have it
Don't I?
Don't
I

Hell yes
oh yeah and a bit of negative attn and the hope for rom-com w/ him
hahahah
riiiight