it's in the cards

12/28/06

McCoy done-zo
Edward baaaad news
confused
done
not calling cos he's got someone
else

New guy
older
money

Coll found out re Bob because she had to pry it outta him

Jackie will be ok
Jesse is acting out doesn't wanna go to college...

Be patient

Paul R
family problems
I'll hear from him...

whew
go slooowww take a break

Shall We Begin?-Bill Murray in Scrooged

XXVI drawing to a close
and what has Miss M learned hmmm

I had a proposal this year
my 3rd
3 times was not lucky

after a slow 9mos I went boy craZ
and into my net swam all ages 20s-60s !?$%#**!!!!
and right back out again

It's the vibe
the don't even THINK about f***'n with moi buck-o
show some respect
no I don't do it that 21st century way-- naff off
while I'm whispering the test phrase Is this too intimate 4 you hmmm?

it never is,
dear

what do you have to offer moi
nothin'
just like I thought

verrry frustrating and unsatisfying I mean puh-leese
I don't
won't
trust 4 openers

liars cheatahs hickeys secret fux always secret fux
always some-
body
stashed under the couch
1 or 2 had some cash and too much responsibility no time 4 moi to be looooved
properly

...the KareerKorner
oh funnnnn and
oh so overqual
can't get arrested
saw a house w/ a view I dug
major
fixer
upper no dice

saw my 2nd youngest sister betrayed by her husband
3 for three is the sib divorce rate
Annul him I cried
saw my baby sis her huz and 2 babies move away to Chicago
now I visit all I can

the one the reason the deal

you gotta love bite on your neck!-- Olympia Dukakis to Cher in Moonstruck

So
I was invited to Edwards and fuck if the
bastard didn't have a collection of ugly
hickies decorating his neck
I was shocked
shock-ed

So whattif I have
wrinkled the percale a coupla times since we met w/the Chicago lover etc

a girl's gotta have it
Don't I?
Don't
I

Hell yes
oh yeah and a bit of negative attn and the hope for rom-com w/ him
hahahah
riiiight

21st century fux

McCoy
Larson
Kurt aka Mr. Ed.
Edward sorta
Steve/Bill? wtf
TSmith

Mackpack

Doug:
c.likker
in Mn.
imagine!

Rambow
Braaad
KurtG
(21 yr old)
JD
'Trick: the artist w/ the same Bday 10 years LATER 'n moi
Dan?

Oh my gawd

"...You walk away!"--Alec Baldwin to La Basinger in the Getaway remake

Crossed the line
got involved with Edward
such talent such energy

was it a mistake?
Probably
Aries+Scorpio

Dun-zo
or just beginning a new
phase
quarter life crisis meets
a lady
explosive
or scorched skin
I
de-
cide