I'm gonna wash that man right out of may hair!-Mitzi Gaynor as Nellie F. in South Pacific

Or not
Mr Ed is back
psychic or ???
just when I think I'm out
he --if I let him--(I must be bored @ office like Kimmie B. in 9 1/2 weeks w/o all that scary subtext icky icky)-- pulls me back in
a tiny bit bored=imagination goes into the great American comic novel
that is my life

ps
missed ya, m. duff
so glad yer back in the usa

"Oh Ashley, nothing's turned out quite the way I expected"-Scarlett O' Hara to guess who in GWTW

I thrived and survived the first week o' corp. jobbing in the mini-apple.
It's all the same/old, imagine if I didn't take the summer off to recover from the d-word and get sun damage like I haven't had in years, bay-bay.

I'm pist as ever re: having to work at all; don't have the energy to swing the attitude right back@ the swell new small town folx down @ the office. Just murdal-ize 'em w/ kindness (or is it wisdom borne o pain?)

Here's a dollah, Missy Oh7, call somebody who gives a fig, dahling.

Fridays @ 5:10 pm, if I hit Zelo's for cocktails and can grab the last commuter outta mpls...I'll do jus' fine.

4 now.

"Well,well,well"-Sean Penn as David Kleinfield esq.-sleaze to the DA in Carlito's Way

Underrated
unhappy
unconnected
dark and channeling my Irish side
the Q's talkin to me
the Q's talkin to me
eternal outsider
or
too hip for the room
xhausted by the mondo mundane
feel too much think too much
when I want co. there's nobody home
here on the prairie
is everybody in
is everybody in
was I eating paint when I moved to Mn.?
where is the payoff of a year's careful planning
I just do not see it

there's a light at the end of the tunnel
it's a train and it's headed straight for us-said Dean Martin
that pallie KNEW

"I never planned anything in my life"-Paul Newman as Cool Hand Luke

Yeah,...' sometimes nothing's a
real
cool
hand'

'...my boy says he's gonna eat 50 eggs...he's gonna eat 50 eggs'

xtremely wildly good film, and Hoppy's in it, too.(Hop's in everything in the 50s & 60s... rebel giant true grit ,mother o christ and he's still standing...and collecting modart)...where was I? oh yeah

Jo Van Fleet as Luke's mother...devastating

George Kennedy...fuggetaboutit... love dat Irishman

A true low key can't see the strings piece of art, baby

If I ever teach a film class...(even in my own living room) that fucker's top of the list

when I saw it as a kid- and just didn't quite get it- never forgot it

Are you going to keep scratching @ that?

the editor returns

why does he seem to be one of the smartest men
I know so far here


in the land o flakes

cakes??

must not let on what I think 'bout the boy.

doing dinner w/ someone else saturday

cos everyone i know is up north this fab fall weekend, e v e r y b o d y ...even the chix pallies... f***??!!!

little 'sketti

little less convo..that's what Elvis said

so not a party without me- some flick w chris noth in it

headhunter sez nix on the spendy job in duluth, mn

but...
they are hot 4 me in
n y c

f 'you
pay me
this is war
or another big joke
h u g e

There she goes there she goes again...I just can't contain this feeling that remains-a song; it's only a song Catherine

good lighting is key
don'cha know
my favorite item of the day:
Heather Locklear called up Tommy Lee to come by a private party she had @ Koi/LA this weekend and he helled right up the street
I just knew that" mom and dad still ran off to the motel" after all this time
I sure as heck would
never
EVER
underestimate the power of being the love of a man's life
I say
I say
I say

Where's he gonna find you? You only got 11 jobs!- a line from the Way We Were

C-H did call
... on their dime last week
tendered an offer
I mulled it over the weekend
slept on it.hard.
accepted it today
Hi there and welcome back to the fun and frolic of
corporate hell
can't hardly wait

Han Solo II

Another fab weekend is over in the mini-apple.
Lemme catch my breath
All that "wish I was in a foreign film having discreet matinees"...
charming
not desperate
idleness jacks my imagination way high
and the boundless energy that I don't burn on the elusive career chase- house hunt ;all that rated G shit leaves me bored cross-eyed
you are healing grieving la la la sez the psychic
you're pist sez mama
you're fuct sez the smart money

"The green fairy that lives in the absinthe wants your soul, but you are safe with me."-Gary Oldman to Winona R in Bram Stoker's Dracula

Am I really?

I'm flipping the script. If the Nordic men I've met so far in this town are "intimidated" by a chica like moi there's not a damned thing I can or want to do about it, see?

I'd dig being Sophia Loren-like in a black lace nightie mid-afternoons to some swell younger man, just to catch up on my smooching quotient...but that sounds great on the page, impossible in r e a l i t y, no?

"The force is strong with this one"-Darth Vader re Luke

betch'er ass DV

Dig my baby nephews Lamb pie and his big bro my only godson, Butter lamb . Pie is 1 week old today and I swear he and Butter who is one are already in mondo cahoots. 'Me scalese!' as my Italian gram used to say. These two pulled an attention Olympics on me today wiped me out. B swaggers around and even the newborn has big boy 'tude. I'm surrounded , anything short of them burning down the joint is strictly ok w/ me.

"I've been from one end of this galaxy to the other, kid"--Han Solo

sure feels that way to me

I'm starting to take all of this career kick starting Mpls style personally

it's only business...bad business

I had a 2 on 1 today (no no no not THAT; an interview; this is Mpls... not L A !)

where was I?

oh yeah for a flippin' s e a s o n a l job-ette

mother o Christ

now I gotta split for a fuct phone interview w/ ColeHaan ON MY DIME they already cost moi $8 in parking fees yesterday...20 mins that is all I'm gonna chat for (the average american couple's assignation duration...yeahyeahyeah)

I'm gonna just keep permalance-in'

this is so not my party

I hate it here

Guido II

Survived and thrived the meet w/ headhunter.

Onto the next step...I'm bathed w/relief and I'll just wait by the cellie...

...not so much.

Tuesday I get to interview @ Cole Haan w/ some twinkie...

Be niiiice

I'm selling they're buying

customer's always right

chex in the mail

don'cha wish your gf was hot like me

marry dumb divorce s m a r t

Damn, where'd all that come from???

just happy to be in interview purgetory at all

mmmmwhaaah,

oh7

"Guido, big man big man w/ a gun"- a line from Risky Business

big ol' meeting with the headhunter in 2.5 hours
nervous
nah
Duluth?
I like Duluth
never been there
but as my spaghetti eating pallie Bonaduce said
the amount on the check is the value of this gig
endo sentence

lost the life I built back in Chi?

fuck you pay me, Duluth

I stick my neck out for nobody said Bogie as Mr. Rick

'with that attitude you'll never get back in the corp game'

don't bet on it

it's Oscar time for Miss oh7



gimme
getme

"Now your brother, he's the artist and you, you're the businessman but we both know it's the other way around, isn't it?"- a line from The King of

Marvin Gardens

Art commerce commerce art

just this once I'll let you ask me about my business
is it true Michael?
no

don't be a baby sell out- LennyB
... dead dude knew what was who

whassitgonnabebabe
I gotta know I gotta know

like a man I love it said the dancer to Fredo

so true to life darling

better be sweet to your wife
look how I turned out

it's between the brothers, Kay

"You don't want none of me-think it through"-Spade to Farley

Let's review the week. Shall we? Let's.

Job search countless applications resumes phone interviews: up at dawn pride swallowing seiges can't won't sell a slice o my canetta to a 41/45 /47/51 yr old man all hopped up on viagra was kist so hard lip looked collegen'd charming sight not so much baby sis had another tiny baby boy EFK my lamb pie who joins his butter lamb big bro CJK 6th nephew yeah go team love love did a snitsy dinner @ 112 for 2nd youngest baby sis laughed our asses wore cute clothes were kindly re our boys huzbins my xhuz and runners-up past and present whaddabout the f u t u r e thought moi
sang? sang. I do NOT sing. @ a local club and as all my adult life up to moi came a Nordick R U the 1 R U the 1 R U the 1 ? lookin everywhere haven't found him yet oh thass right the 1 forced a divorce at me gimme my heart back slid undetected into a known hang of Mr. shillyshally Editor and saw w/ my own brown ones that he's too muck risk for zero reward 1/2 a century plus one year don't a real man make pues adios I let aging boy think it's his idea to break off via ejail w/ his digs @ aforementioned Nordick re (great) big blonde head o hair and E is staying on w/ gf (wiff xwiff kids dog and house paid by wiff's x NOCD) welcome to the world hoosierboy sheesh
I like the boys and the boys like me it was ever thus.

"It's beyond my control"- John Malkovich in Liasons Dangereuses

Why do boys lie
lying only breaks a heart
and tears
a life apart
makin 'em cry
tell me why
even if I try
even if I lie lie lie
a little bit
I know he'd never leave me
stand by my side
tell me why
why do they lie