the babies moved away

I am sooo sad and I just want to be alone
i went to brunch w/ mom cos she's all bummed out
and then had to stop at their empty house i was all choked up their rooms smell like them and all the happy times
i could escape there
i never should've come here I should've kept my 39k job in chi gotten a place and kept the secret affair w/ Mccoy on then i coulda seen the boys and still have my base instead of spending down all my cash and existing at my mom's and gaining all sortsa weight oh and making 200 a wk and spending 200 a month on fing parking. aaah i hate it here
i have zero friends and i never see my sibs it sux
i should move back