take care of Catherine...a C/W song

McCoy to me: what i want from you is passion(is he psychic!)
I'm sorry
Iwas a hypocritical --i say one thing and do another--cos i'm scared
i have feelings for you i want to see you come for a weekend
that I didn't take you to that wedding
me: I didn't care
Mc: i know it hurt your feelings...we coulda had fun together
yeah well... yeah
you dread it when my name comes up on your cell
why do I keep calling you?
because I think about you alot
(all the stuff i so need to hear now)
iasked if he lost someone before he was in the train accident--yes (as Di saw in the cards--she also saw that he wanted me to come to Chi cos he loved me...and he blew that)
what doyou think of when you think of me he asked romance said i
all the things that were yanked away from me
talk dinners out romance
a private affair-- discreet
jesus god he's27--lost use of his left arm hes drunk SMOKES for sobbing out loud lives in Chi
dui can't drive
so i just felt safe being clandestine w/ him
he grabbed me in public and did it so subtly I secretly dug it
yeah he lied and hurt my feels
he also made me feel desirable again
I swore after Terry broke my heart
next time it would be on my terms